That Difficult?

Hi thr ! lok at mai 2 wives ! 8D 

K, I just wanna rant about something today ! Can chose not to read it if you dont want to LOL.  here goes !

Conversation 1:

other party: hello.

you: hey.

other party: how has your day been?

you: great. what about you?

other party: just fine.

Conversation 2:

other party: hello!

you: hey!

other party: how has your day been?

you: great! what about you?

other party: just fine ~

Conversation 3:

other party: hello!! :D

you: hey! :)

other party: how has your day been? :)

you: great! :D what about you?

other party: just fine ~ :)

honestly, which conversation would you wanna be in? for me, definitely the third one. 

is it that difficult to use smileys/any other punctuation besides DOTS?

it ain't even like i'm asking you to MURDER, ROB OR STEAL. i'm seriously fed up with people giving me COLD REPLIES, by cold, i mean DOTS. and it's not only 1 or 2 who does it, IT'S A FEW. and the most absurd part? THEY STARTED THE BLOODY CONVERSATION. seriously? why start a convo when you're not interesting in talking to me?  Maybe its just the way you talk normally. But still. it sounds rude. 

and here, i'm not even talking bout situations where the other party's pissed/recounting something sad/talking bout something really serious. NO. just a NORMAL CONVERSATION. you wanna know how i feel when i get such replies? 

other party: hello.

*ooo what a surprise!*

me: hey!! :)

other party: so, how has your day been?

me: great!! :D what about you? :)

other party: just fine.

*what. the. fuck.i feel like a retard*

me: ohhh okay :)

other party: yup. haha.

*why the fuck dyou still bother replying?*

those in **, are my thoughts. see, i'm not even asking you to fake a smile. if you are unhappy, TELL ME. don't just give me those cold replies and make me think you're menopausal or have some attitude problem. you can't expect me to guess what's wrong when you keep your mouth shut. 

and then slow replies

you need 30 minutes to reply ONE text? seriously? d'you have some muscle issue? some disorder? you need to read a text for 30 minutes then you know what to reply? or d'you need 30 minutes to type one message out? well then let me tell you, MY GRANDMA REPLIES FASTER THAN YOU DO. if you're busy, TELL ME. it's not like i'm gonna flare up just because you're busy and can't reply my texts fast.  This especially happens with buyers. Is it really that difficult to just reply one text of " yes we are meeting today or no we are not ?

Sometimes, i have to wait until a few hours before the actual meetup before you reply . and after that ? wow ! 30 mins after the actual meeting time u reply again ! ._.

these SMALL details, makes a HUGE difference. you have no idea how one simple message can make and/or ruin someone's day. think about it.

Tadaimaaaaa !

Hoho... Recently I've not been blogging ALOT ... Too lazy OTL. Should start blogging like crazy again! HEHEHE.
Well, yst we went to bugis and watched the movie "we not naughty " loved it 8D the genre is one of the types which I like 8D
I'd rate it .....4/5 ba ! It's nice 8D or maybe it's because I haven't watched a movie for a long time , and I feel that this one is nice . LOL.
Well, after the movie , we went to kinokuniya to play around 8D lots of arashi books / magazines there !! Bought 4 in total. It's worth it ! <3 SAKURAI <3 I want the picture book! But it's of Matsumoto and yeah .. I either want it SAKURAI or the whole of arashi ! preferably the latter.. OR BOTH. MUAHAHAHAH . Damn. Need to start saving money now >: this is the amount of Japanese magazines I have now !

hoho, excuse the short post ! Blogging with phone ~

RantRantRantRantRant

Why wont you ?

Sometimes I really dont get it why some people dont know how to fucking think before they open their mouths to shoot it off. Do you think that you are superior to the rest? Who are you to judge?
Who are you to even have the right to live her.
First, a friend comes over to my house, and straight out when she going into my room out of earshot, you start telling me how terrible friends are and how not to trust them, well let me tell you. I trust them.. I trust them with my life. I believe that after my parents and FEW relatives, they are the people to turn to when i have family problems or need to turn to for a shoulder to lean on. I believe that even if they cant help much, they will be there to support and help you through it. If I dont trust them, who do i turn to? YOU? The one who only thinks of themselves and is so selfish ? Hey, EXCUSE MY FUCKING ASSHOLE. You didn;t even remember my mothers birthday, SHE'S YOUR OWN FUCKING DAUGHTER.  Do you think i give a flying fuck if you have what? 4? 5 ? 6? children? I DONT. I DONT CARE. That just goes to show how much of a slut you are. Dont judge someone before you know them. Yes, im sure that im not the most successful person , nor the most hardworking or talented. heck, i might be a failure. But hey, even someone like me is able to tell right from wrong. I've made mistakes , and i've learnt from them. I dont wantt to grow up to become someone that everyone hates or someone that is unreliable. but thats getting out of point. the thing is, yea, a friend of mine comes to my house. MY HOUSE OK. MY . FUCKING. HOUSE. your just a free loader that is staying with us until your damned house is fixed . you've been here for ho long? You were soupossed to be here for 3 weeks.  you've overstayed your welcome. you've been freeloading for more then 3 weeks.... my friend comes alone for one day , one god forsaken day. And you accuse her of wasting water, wasting food, taking free things? stealing things, AND WORST OF ALL. HURTING ME? i got hurt because i was clumsy.
well, what right do you have to say anything about that? what fucking right do you have. why do you deserve to be able to say this? YOU FUCKING DONT. you've been freeloading for 3 weeks. and a friend who only used water to wash her paint brush. ate food because i asked to cook it, came only because I asked for help, gets accused? if you want to blame someone just blame me. Why cant you learn? why cant you get any retribution? Why are you living a happy life when you deserve so much worse? why cant karma get back to you? yes , you are family. but I dont want a fucking family member that is like this. I wont be proud to say " Yes. Thats my Grandmother ! (:" NO. I DONT FUCKING WANT YOU IN MY FAMILY. I love my other grand mother so much better, she's openminded. She's sweet. She's loving. SHE KNOWS HOW TO APPRECIATE WHAT SHE'S GIVEN . she once told me that she's so satisfied with the life she has now. and hey, i agree. she deserves it . I really look up to her. to be able to be so open mined. have parties with relatives and friends. be happy every single day of the month, year. While you? what do you get? waking up at 5 am, calling others to cook for you and then complain about it.
That reminds me. A long time ago, my father brought you out for sharks fin, it cost $70 a bowl. A FUCKING BOWL OK. not a pot. A BOWL. 70$ is alot. its all because my father thought that you'd appreciate.. by being a good son in law. by giving you the best.  I remember what you said.  " Bo ho jiak " if i wrote it right, basically it means " not nice"
FUCKING. EXCUSE ME. what kind of response is that. someone actually bought you some expensive food.  and all you can do is complain that its not nice. do you even know how to appreciate? why should you be able to enjoy luxuries? I can just get you garbage leftovers and maybe you'll ay that it tastes good. because hey. thats all that your worth.

Now after that, you dare to accuse my maid of so many things. lets get things straight first. yes, i think that im rather foolish. I trust too easily.  But I believe that my maid, is really a nice and sweet person. for my birthday, she bought be such a big present and wrote such a nice card although her english isn't good. I can tell that she poured her heart into it. and you? " I have no money" hahahahhahahha. ahhaha. drop the fucking act. you didn;t even remember. i dont care. i dont care if you dont remember. i forget birthdays as well. but if i know that one of my family member's birthday is here. i will at least try to get a present. or at least wish him/her happy birthday. its the basic courtesy I can give to someone as its their damned birthday. I dont want a present. All I want is a happy birthday. is that too much? maybe not for me.  You didn't even give your own daughter a birthday wish.  what kind of mother are you? maybe this is why my mum dotes on me so much. because she has beeen there and knows how it feels like without a mum's love. shit. im getting a headache from thinking and crying. why am i even crying anyway. I think im crying for my maid, how badly she is treated. and for my friend. on how she got misjudged.
you accused her of sleeping with my mum's bf. that the worst thing. I can understand how hurt someone would feel from being accused like this . she's so hurt. she wants to quit the job. She must be a sensitive person.  Even if its just as a joke or what ever fuck. yo should never. ever. joke about something like this. THE FUCKING INSULT ONE WOULD FEEL FROM THIS . its to much to explain. mabye your the one who has been doing it? but nah. no one would want your old saggy pussy =A=.
You really just dont know how to shut up. and think.
This is the last straw. I cant do it anymore. I cant pretend to be nice.
I cant pretend to think you good.
I cant do it.
GTFO of my life.
I hope that you will really reflect.
You'll be forever alone.

One Hell of an Epic Day.

hahah ! have nothing better to do, im posting old webcam pictures from the bakuman photo shoot ! Had fun taking fail pictures ! hahahah ! Anyway on to today !

After school Gra had band so  I followed Shiyo to her meetup at sengkang (: waddled to chinese garden mrt, and in the mrt, Shiyo texted me that there was some guy that looked like Mamo infront of me ! <3 At first i thought she was talking about the guy infront of HER.. which would be some.. uncle. I was like " WHUD?" aha ~ then she used .. an SMS arrow to point me to him ! And .. Yea ! he did look like him!  haha !
The weirdest thing is that he took exactly the same mrt route as us :X But got down at Hougang. I managed to snap a picture of his back and front :X ( stalker pervert in the making) Can you blame me? ): Shuai ge leh !! hahaha ! okay, so we were like " aww ... byebye.. i hope we'll see each other again"

So after her meetup at SengKang, we were going to head own to Serangoon NEX to walk around (: But when we on the MRT, Shiyo's mom called and told her to go home to open the door as her father and sis forgot to bring the keys, so okay ): we were going to stop at Serangoon and take the circle line back. but... we missed the stop. OK FAIL I KNOW. so, i guess we had to train all the way to outram park.  But then , a Wild Phone Call Appeared !  Guess who ? It was Shiyo's father and he said that he found his keys so she didn't have to go home already =A= i know right. total failure !  Okay, so , we were going to head back to Serangoon for SHOPPING LOL. So I jumped up and said " OK LETS GET OFF HERE" and that that point of time, the train announced " doors are closing"  and i was basically going " wtf, the world is against me !" While Shiyo was laughing her ass off !
OK SO... took the train back to Serangoon, MAKING SURE THAT WE DIDN'T MISS IT AGAIN. LOL .
so we walked around NEX.. OH. and one time when we  were at the mrt station going up the escalator, the one opposite us was so beautiful~  Everyone was standing at the left  ! like japan !  So we were commenting with "ohh ~ and Ahh~ " LOL. then this one uncle ruined it by standing at the right D<
And this is what happened

Shiyo and me : !!! *GASP*  -death glare-

                                   GRRRRRRRR...... ( we were really growling ) 

Guy : -looks up and stares at us with a shocked + wtf? expression.

Shiyo and me : -realised what is happening -

                                  - Turns around and runs away laughing-  

Its so embarrassing omg !  oh well :X We've all been through worse ! Okay so, we walked around NEX for awhile, and went to the watsons there ! I really really love the watsons there ):  they carry the full range of DOLLYWINK products and others as well ! </3 Tsu chan ! why did you make your beautiful products so expensive?  Well, the best thing is that I managed to snatch a pamphlet from the dollywink section ! I think its free. When i stepped out, there was no beeping sound. Well, its a pamphlet after all right? why would it not be free, LOL. Super happy with it ! so many gorgeous Tsubasa's in it ! After that, we walked around more and decided to head back D: Wish that my mum was with me so I could really go shopping ! hahah !

OMG OK. HERES ANOTHER EPIC PART OF THE DAY.
so, we walked back to serangoon mrt,
Shiyo was like " I want to see that guy again ! " ( the mamo - look alike.  / shuai ge)
Me : OH STOP IT PLEASE !!!

-goes into mrt to sit down-

Then i took out my phone to play with an app     -ahem.. i wont tell yo what it is because its damn gay ! -
 Okayyyy, here is where it starts, I looked up a little when i saw familiar shoes and Pants ( that shuai guy was wearing Red pants and white sneakers.... i looked up little by little.. and guess who?
YES IT WAS HIM AGAIN OMG WTF CAN? what kind of coincidence is this ? OTL I just pray that he didn't hear what Shiyo said.
I opened a new note and wrote " Look opposite you" to Shiyo.
She looked and WELL. THAT GUY WAS LOOKING BACK OMG. ( from what she said)  and she did the worst thing possible. SHE BURST INTO LAUGHTER. but i cant blame her :X It realllllyyyy was freaking funny !! and so.. so.. so... coincidental. i.. really don't know what to say !
But hey, I can bet all of you my precious baby sunny pillow that what was going through his mind was
" FML"
"omg no them again?"
" Have they been following me since - insert the place he went when we parted ways at hougang-"
" why? why is this happening to me "
" kill me now"
" WHAT. THE. FUCK."

One of the above,  But either way, We were sure he knew that we were talking about him" im sorry"!! so through out the trip, we pretended to laugh at funny pictures *points to pictures above* while we were actually laughing at how fail the situation was!  So exactly like before, we went the exact same mrt     path as him .. BUT THIS TIME... when we got off at one of the mrt stations to transfer trains, he practically run out and rushed up the escalator. yes. he was running up. WHO RUNS UP AN ESCALATOR... UNLESS THEIR IN A RUSH. which im sure he was not. OTL worse, he kept looking back . as if going " omg omgomg please dont be following me. please dont"  but yea. sorry. we were following ! ( WELL WE HAD TO GO HOME TOO !! )  yea, so we went into the next mrt and he was there was well ! HAHA. he quicky turned the other way when he saw that we in the vicinity of the path he was walking towards :'( makes me sad. but i can't blame him.

So yea, i got off at Jurong east so get home. And Shiyo told me that he got off at lake side ! HAHAHHA. we might have a chance to see him again ! Since he's so near :P

Oh and one more thing. While on the mrt. i was just about to take a bite of my bread ! In fact, I already opened my mouth and was just about to bite down on it, and the train once again announced " No eating or drinking on the train" AND I WAS LIKE SERIOUSLY

" WTF MAN. WHATS WITH THESE TRAINS TROLLING ME"

and as usual Shiyo laughed until she bend over HAHA.  There was this Female passenger opposite me some distance away she was laughing as well ! hahah ! was laughing with her and I think she tod her friend about it LOL. Oh well. good laughter should be spread eh? I dont really mind (:

Well yea, Thats about it for today.
But it was really One Hell of an Epic Day. 


Oh and ! If you dont know who is Mamo ~  Its this guy ! 

 

omg, I only wanted to post one but... too many were too cute / sexy :x

Want to see the Shuai mamo look alike? WELL HERE HE IS.

hahaha !  As much of a stalker as i am, i shall protect his privacy. LOL WTF.